A personal loss.
A friend of mine recently lost his father. It’s a personal loss that’s very difficult to comprehend and he wrote something to honor it… this what his thoughts told him:
Today i got a bad day.
Started since yesterday.
When i received a letter what a lot of debt my dad has to pay
Everthing went black, even the weather started to be grey,
Dunno what to say…
He s death wasnt even ready to clear everthing in my head, couldn’t prepare for all thats coming back.
No paper to reject inheritance fuck that
thats bad its sad its mad all those things is wack started to think of packing up my bag
But didnt do that . Becuzz why should i ?
I am not a pussy runaway thats why.
i am me be feeling like an alpha benched all day.
What i’ve to say?
Well am not living like my dad
That everything’s goes bad
things and shit and everything what he did he lied.
I am not happy hes dead and died.
Wanna just punch his face make’em cry
For all the lies that he made, all fake
I hope hes standing up from the ashes clear awake.
Fuck life misery, golving this shit is a mystery. living in this life no luxery
Feeling like dead meat butchery
Feeling alone like cold stone i d forget i am not alone everyone standing next me
Like soldiers not given up winning the war thats ment to be. Keeping up ma head without doubt. Standing on ma feet feelin proud . All of this mades me anger i wanna shout. Everthing i writin is by my mind just spitting out of ma mouth’.
I’m proud.
Dealing with a personal loss is never easy. When you’re going through this period in your life, remember that there will always be people to talk with, who can understand you, or Who went through the same struggles… Never underestimate the power of other people who you call friends. They are there for you in both good, as well as in bad times. After all, that’s what friends are for.
It’s never easy to get rid of the problems your dealing with. Your parents, are always gonna be part of your life. Whatever happened in the past, no matter in how much problems they got you in… Without them, you didn’t even existed. It might be a heavy struggle at first, but as long as you remember that they are also only human, they have made their choices in life and they haven’t always been the right ones, no one can make the right decisions every time, they are still the reason you exist. That’s why they are important people in your life. Perhaps even the most important people in your life.